KERANA KAU !!!! :'(

BECAUSE OF YOU !!!

i will not make the same mistakes that you did , i will not let myself .

cause my heart so much misery !

i will not break the way you did , you fell so hard .

i learned the hard way , to never let it get that far .

BECAUSE OF YOU !

i never stray too far from the sidewalk .

BECAUSE OF YOU !

i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt .

BECAUSE OF YOU !

i find it hard to trust not only me , but everyone around me .

BECAUSE OF YOU , i am afraid .

i lose my way , And it's not too long before you point it out .

i cannot cry because i know that's weakness in your eyes .

i'm forced to fake a smile , a laugh , every day of my life .

my heart can't possably break when it wasn't even whole to start with ,

i watched you die , i heard you cry , every night in your sleep .

i was so young you should have known better than to learn on me .

you never thought of anyone else , you just saw your pain .

AND NOW I CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT FOR THE SAME DAMN THING !

BECAUSE OF YOU ! i try my harderst just  to forget everything .

BECAUSE OF YOU ! i don't know how to let anyone else in .

BECAUSE OF YOU ! i ashamed of my life , because it 's empty .

Because of you i am AFRAID !  

....because of you......... :'( :'(